Le Hinton ~ Poet
The God of Our Dreams
ISBN: 0-9785858-5-2
Where does one find some harmonies within the chaos of our experience?
Does the “God of Our Dreams” exist? Fearful of a world so fragile with loss it is difficult to believe one can ever trust happiness again, the personae of these poems discovers that it is, indeed, still possible to re-discover love – unexpected, unexplainable — untranslatable — but calling us, nonetheless, into the mystery of light.
Michael Glaser, former poet laureate of Maryland
Absence
after you get through this
whatever this is
after the chaos of your heart
has been artfully rearranged so that the cracks
and chips aren’t obvious
or they appear to be simply an element of your abstraction
after you stop wishing
that your heart would stop beating too
after the shadow version of the self you once were
becomes the definitive take on your life
after you become accustomed
to the scent of French vanilla tea
steeping in only one cup
after the black callus of pain
becomes just another part of the body
and you fail to notice
the grass stains on your pants
from kneeling and praying
and thanking the gods
for a brief fragment of their favor
after the hymn of her conversation
has become a dissonant
throbbing silence
after all of that becomes part
of the new lesser you
will you ever be able
to trust happiness again?
First published in Ken *Again